therapy

i had speech and physical therapy today. i walked on the treadmill again, the physical therapist brought up the fact that i was his very first patient and how it "really hurt his heart" that i was leavin him but i was off to a better facility (courage center). i hope he's right about them having a better facility. i hope i meet another person, that is in my age range, who is in a related situation (brain injury effects) also. it'd be a miracle if i found this kinda person though. all my therapists said i'll meet new people there, i like this 'cause i really feel like no one understands what i go through every day and no one talks to me (if they do, it's usually yellin madly). it's harder than you think going through life a mute, so i often mumble things that a sane person wouldn't say (i know people understand me and act like they don't because my sis asked me if i called her a "stupid bitch" once and i actually did), but it's usually with a smile.